一个对马来西亚来说是很大很大的日子！
对了~ 就是大选啦！
从来不觉得大选是这么大件事的，但这次确实如此的大！
好大的阵容！ 不知道谁会赢！只希望公平 =）
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haiya... dont want to write something like this de....
oh ya... today im the backup singer with Charis also...
and Ting Ting jie jie is the worship leader...
im not in a very good condition today... but i know God will like what i have sang for Him! =)
because i have gave Him my best so im sure He will like it =) Teehee! xD
i know here is where i can write happily and just for me to read
although i hope that someone i care will accidentally see this but i wont purposely do something to let them see
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haha... today im so brave you know...
i go and tell Mr Joshua that i don't like he don't answer me...
recently he keep like showing me how he hate me..
confessing that he doesn't like me anymore
that's what had hurt me deeply
i just don't like him for don't answering me or reply my message
but he said that last time when i use my mum phone to message him then when he reply noted i scolded him(actually i just tell him la... not count as scold la xP) that no need to reply something like this la...
waste money nia...
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haiz...
he doesn't understand la...
that kind message didn't reply never mind eh...
but the message that i send different ma...
that kind of message is what i wanted to chat with him ma...
why he so stupid eh... this kind message must reply ma..
let me happy a while ma...
and when he didn't reply will let me felt upset and feel weird also... feel weird about our relationship...
im not saying BGR okay... xD
just that our relationship become special already...
not normal like friend..
not special until boyfriend and girlfriend
but very special... i also dont know why
maybe because i know he likes me
so make me will got some special feeling to him
erm...
such as..
when he told me that he have wished Chuin Sing on her birthday
and what i know is some more is morning that time
you know how sour i am
just like finishing whole bottle of vinegar
ARH~!!!! i hate that feeling~
i really interested about what he have send to Chuin Sing...
i want to see! but no chance =( so sad
okay besides this
the next is ms zhen that one..
Wei Zhen birthday is on tuesday
joshua and i got the same tuition on tuesday with wei zhen also la
he will come to house then my mum will fetch us to tuition
and after that his mother auntie Florence =) will fetch us back and will let joshua follow me up..
auntie florence have bought a present for wei zhen...
and before that joshua told me that it was just a paper clip
and when i wanted to take the present from joshua's hand for a look
he stopped me from taking that
and i feel hurt... i keep snatching but he still dont want to let me take it.. he got 偷笑 a little bit la.. i know he is just playing...
but i feel angry about that...
i get that present on car... i snatch one la... not he gave me eh
but not special actually.. cannot see what also..
after tuition... he didn't wait for me up there but walked down by his own... and he gave wei zhen the present and the card which is from student fellowship... but he wrote a lot of things up there...
normally he wont write so much... but for wei zhen he write a lot... and got a picture also... a girl he draw...
the present also... he wrote a lot of word up there...
some more got sticker up there...
when i take the present on car i didnt see all that... means that he wrote it during tuition time....
i hope he is just boring about that tuition so take that time to draw...
but not purposely use that tuition time to draw for her...
i really envy about that...
why is wei zhen... isn't it he likes wei zhen now?
i dont know... i just have no idea...
i felt so sad..
like want to cry that night...
bad night... well maybe he doesn't like me anymore...
i dont want a boy that will let me eat vinegar....
but he keep doing something like this...
im so tired... so geram...
okay lo... i lose already!
