9/7/2014

             So long didnt open my blog dy.. today ah boy will come and help us to fixed our house eh computer problem.. so i also try to switch on my laptop because my laptop screen spoilt already.. then wah i guess the password guess ka wan die dy.. ><>< luckily in the end i can log in my account in laptop haha

             wow i realise this account (blog) very long dy.. from i form one i do in school eh computer class.. until now.. wow i form five dy... and spm is getting nearer and nearer.. just around the corner.. i m really nervous... hmm 117 days left..

              i dont know the relationship between joshua and me will become how in the future... i just hope that we can walk in God's path together no matter what happen =D i believe that God will surely guide us! my life or his life! He will surely give us the best! but i will feel a bit worry about him.. maybe i can make sure that i actually like him.. but how can i know what he is really thinking of? is him that firm in liking me? if one day he leave me.. how am i going to live? i dont think i can bear that.. however i cannot do anything.. i just can depend on God! =) i will think like this not because i have no confident on him but i have no confident on myself.. i always think of am i worth for that? worth for his love? i dont know.. i really have no confident in myself.. i always hope that he can give me some confident.. sometimes he do.. but sometimes ar.. he is really 迟钝 eh>< make ppl pekcek nia haha but hmm maybe thats the one i like =D only God knows our future  =)

感触

刚刚不小心开到了惠龄的部落格。。看了一下才发现原来她还这么喜欢之谦的耶。。不过不是很关我的事啦我也不介意只不过我突然觉得她有时真的很可怜耶。。她对之谦的感情真深啊不过只能希望之谦是上帝给惠龄的啦。。看到她这么伤心真的有点心酸。。我在想你会不会有一天也让我这么伤心难过啊。。我希望猪先生你不会哦。。我对你有信心的=D

2014年 ＝）

So fast =D one year is over again.. Now is form 5 le old one year already>< last year is 16 years old.. originally on my birthday shu wei planned to give me a surprise with zhi ching, lin xin, xin ying and shi wei.. shu wei also have contact my mum to ask her let them come to my home for a birthday surprise =D but one day before my birthday which is thursday.. shu wei said something to angie in class secretly but i didnt notice what are they talking about just that i got a little bit curious then i ask her what they said then she didnt tell me la.. but i also didnt continue to ask already la haha i just kepo awhile nia then not interested at all xP But at night she ask me that can they come to my house... then i said why? then she said since u have know our surprise then no need gasi de la.. but haha i really dont know eh but is she told me about that.. say out the whole thing by herself.. after she know i actually didnt feel anything when she talk to angie.. she really pek cek nia and keep saying why i so 迟钝eh haha...i really dont know ma xP then next day we go to McD to celebrate my birthday! happy day! after that we go to zhi ching house to study because actually my birthday is holiday which is 可兰经降世日（星期五）and after that exam is coming very very soon so no choice la have to study =D Joshua also got wish me la of course xP but just too lazy to type out le la.. keep this as secret haha xD he do give me a bear a card as my present =D he is so sweet the bear is very cute too<3 abo="" actually="" and="" cannot="" do="" dont="" everything="" finish="" gave="" haha="" he="" i="" im="" it="" la...="" la..="" le..="" le="" like="" lisan="" me="" memorize="" my="" need="" okay="" powerpoint="" preparing="" so="" still="" to="" wan="" write="" xp="">< tmr have to presence le... JIA YOU! oh ya.. joshua just now line me say he just knew that his dad's birthday is 14/2 wow so special... is 情人节<3 bye="" haha="" la..="" la="D" le="" next="" okay="" only="" p="" time="" write="">