Perniagaan Project in STPM Sem 3

       Hmm... now im actually doing my project... i dont know why i just suddenly think of this blog and i decide to open it up! its been a vry long time that i forget about this blog haha xP
       Just talked to Mr Joshua.. He went to sleep as he is quite tired because he hav to wake up early in the morning (6am) to fetch his cousin Jvy and then go school and haha fetch me back from school then go M mall play with me xP I know I make him tired >< but honestly I miss him so much now!!
       Anyway i grow fatter and fatter T.T so so sad.. when i went to form 6 in MBS, I started to gain fat.. I dont understand why seriously.... Arghhhhhhhh I shouldnt gave myself a chance to get fat >< to on diet is really so so hard!!
       Ok la I should continue my project le... Im seriously stuck now >< Nevermind I can do it! Miss you Joshua!

9/7/2014

             So long didnt open my blog dy.. today ah boy will come and help us to fixed our house eh computer problem.. so i also try to switch on my laptop because my laptop screen spoilt already.. then wah i guess the password guess ka wan die dy.. ><>< luckily in the end i can log in my account in laptop haha

             wow i realise this account (blog) very long dy.. from i form one i do in school eh computer class.. until now.. wow i form five dy... and spm is getting nearer and nearer.. just around the corner.. i m really nervous... hmm 117 days left..

              i dont know the relationship between joshua and me will become how in the future... i just hope that we can walk in God's path together no matter what happen =D i believe that God will surely guide us! my life or his life! He will surely give us the best! but i will feel a bit worry about him.. maybe i can make sure that i actually like him.. but how can i know what he is really thinking of? is him that firm in liking me? if one day he leave me.. how am i going to live? i dont think i can bear that.. however i cannot do anything.. i just can depend on God! =) i will think like this not because i have no confident on him but i have no confident on myself.. i always think of am i worth for that? worth for his love? i dont know.. i really have no confident in myself.. i always hope that he can give me some confident.. sometimes he do.. but sometimes ar.. he is really 迟钝 eh>< make ppl pekcek nia haha but hmm maybe thats the one i like =D only God knows our future  =)

感触

刚刚不小心开到了惠龄的部落格。。看了一下才发现原来她还这么喜欢之谦的耶。。不过不是很关我的事啦我也不介意只不过我突然觉得她有时真的很可怜耶。。她对之谦的感情真深啊不过只能希望之谦是上帝给惠龄的啦。。看到她这么伤心真的有点心酸。。我在想你会不会有一天也让我这么伤心难过啊。。我希望猪先生你不会哦。。我对你有信心的=D

2014年 ＝）

So fast =D one year is over again.. Now is form 5 le old one year already>< last year is 16 years old.. originally on my birthday shu wei planned to give me a surprise with zhi ching, lin xin, xin ying and shi wei.. shu wei also have contact my mum to ask her let them come to my home for a birthday surprise =D but one day before my birthday which is thursday.. shu wei said something to angie in class secretly but i didnt notice what are they talking about just that i got a little bit curious then i ask her what they said then she didnt tell me la.. but i also didnt continue to ask already la haha i just kepo awhile nia then not interested at all xP But at night she ask me that can they come to my house... then i said why? then she said since u have know our surprise then no need gasi de la.. but haha i really dont know eh but is she told me about that.. say out the whole thing by herself.. after she know i actually didnt feel anything when she talk to angie.. she really pek cek nia and keep saying why i so 迟钝eh haha...i really dont know ma xP then next day we go to McD to celebrate my birthday! happy day! after that we go to zhi ching house to study because actually my birthday is holiday which is 可兰经降世日（星期五）and after that exam is coming very very soon so no choice la have to study =D Joshua also got wish me la of course xP but just too lazy to type out le la.. keep this as secret haha xD he do give me a bear a card as my present =D he is so sweet the bear is very cute too<3 abo="" actually="" and="" cannot="" do="" dont="" everything="" finish="" gave="" haha="" he="" i="" im="" it="" la...="" la..="" le..="" le="" like="" lisan="" me="" memorize="" my="" need="" okay="" powerpoint="" preparing="" so="" still="" to="" wan="" write="" xp="">< tmr have to presence le... JIA YOU! oh ya.. joshua just now line me say he just knew that his dad's birthday is 14/2 wow so special... is 情人节<3 bye="" haha="" la..="" la="D" le="" next="" okay="" only="" p="" time="" write="">

5/5 =)

今天是2013年5月5日。。。。。

一个对马来西亚来说是很大很大的日子！

对了~ 就是大选啦！ 

从来不觉得大选是这么大件事的，但这次确实如此的大！

好大的阵容！ 不知道谁会赢！只希望公平 =）

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haiya... dont want to write something like this de.... 

oh ya... today im the backup singer with Charis also... 

and Ting Ting jie jie is the worship leader...

im not in a very good condition today... but i know God will like what i have sang for Him! =)

because i have gave Him my best so im sure He will like it =) Teehee! xD

i know here is where i can write happily and just for me to read

although i hope that someone i care will accidentally see this but i wont purposely do something to let them see

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haha... today im so brave you know... 

i go and tell Mr Joshua that i don't like he don't answer me...

recently he keep like showing me how he hate me..

confessing that he doesn't like me anymore

that's what had hurt me deeply

i just don't like him for don't answering me or reply my message

but he said that last time when i use my mum phone to message him then when he reply noted i scolded him(actually i just tell him la... not count as scold la xP) that no need to reply something like this la... 

waste money nia...

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haiz... 

he doesn't understand la... 

that kind message didn't reply never mind eh... 

but the message that i send different ma... 

that kind of message is what i wanted to chat with him ma... 

why he so stupid eh... this kind message must reply ma.. 

let me happy a while ma... 

and when he didn't reply will let me felt upset and feel weird also... feel weird about our relationship... 

im not saying BGR okay... xD

just that our relationship become special already...

not normal like friend..

not special until boyfriend and girlfriend

but very special... i also dont know why

maybe because i know he likes me

so make me will got some special feeling to him

erm...

such as..

when he told me that he have wished Chuin Sing on her birthday 

and what i know is some more is morning that time

you know how sour i am

just like finishing whole bottle of vinegar

ARH~!!!! i hate that feeling~

i really interested about what he have send to Chuin Sing...

i want to see! but no chance =( so sad

okay besides this

the next is ms zhen that one..

Wei Zhen birthday is on tuesday 

joshua and i got the same tuition on tuesday with wei zhen also la

he will come to house then my mum will fetch us to tuition

and after that his mother auntie Florence =) will fetch us back and will let joshua follow me up..

auntie florence have bought a present for wei zhen...

and before that joshua told me that it was just a paper clip

and when i wanted to take the present from joshua's hand for a look

he stopped me from taking that

and i feel hurt... i keep snatching but he still dont want to let me take it.. he got 偷笑 a little bit la.. i know he is just playing... 

but i feel angry about that... 

i get that present on car... i snatch one la... not he gave me eh

but not special actually.. cannot see what also..

after tuition... he didn't wait for me up there but walked down by his own... and he gave wei zhen the present and the card which is from student fellowship... but he wrote a lot of things up there... 

normally he wont write so much... but for wei zhen he write a lot... and got a picture also... a girl he draw...

the present also... he wrote a lot of word up there...

some more got sticker up there...

when i take the present on car i didnt see all that... means that he wrote it during tuition time....

i hope he is just boring about that tuition so take that time to draw...

but not purposely use that tuition time to draw for her...

i really envy about that...

why is wei zhen... isn't it he likes wei zhen now? 

i dont know... i just have no idea...

i felt so sad..

like want to cry that night... 

bad night... well maybe he doesn't like me anymore...

i dont want a boy that will let me eat vinegar....

but he keep doing something like this...

im so tired... so geram...

okay lo... i lose already!

将快的。。

讨厌啦！

新年又要过去了

每次都这么快

我又要等很久才能看到他们了

才一天没看到他们

就已经很想念他们了

阿。。。。

救命啊。。。

心情真得很糟

很想念他们

死鬼。。。

我很想念你耶！

希望你明天考试加油哦！

我明天 marching 也要加油！

我希望假期

又能快快回来

才能再看到他们

要想念我哦！

补 26.7.2010（本姑娘的生日）

哈哈！！！超开心的。。。今天是本姑娘的破蛋日。。。虽然没有得出去吃大餐，但妈妈还是有买螃蟹给我吃。。。但是红包呢。。。也没有。。。实在太伤心了。。。T>T 至于礼物就还好啦。。。收获可不少哦！！！有铅笔盒、糖果、珍珠奶茶、钱包、锁匙圈、还有我的笨猪等等啦。。。（当然其实除了这些也没有什么了啦。。。）还有很多人祝贺我。。。实在是太开心了。。。而且今天也是我很多朋友及亲戚的生日。。。如我的班的Junjane、我的教会里的传道、我的五姨的双胞胎ah bi (shang zhe and shang yi（男的啦）（我会说是难得是因为有人问我是女的，对吗？）)、还有一个和我同一天出世的朋友（但我已经好久没见到她了，忘记她的名了，抱歉了！！！）
放学后，我一回家就看电视，看到9点了。幸仪打电话给我，我跟她讲电话讲到9.30pm，在电话里，我们俩像疯了一样。。。一直笑笑笑。。。笑到最后不行了，才关上电话，去冲凉。冲完凉后，我就打电话给我的表姐凯欣。又和她疯了好久，直到10点。在通话中，我一直像疯了一样的说：“您所拨的号码暂时不能接通，请稍候再拨！”哈哈！！我不知道为什么我想说这个，可是在那半个小时中，我说了这句话很多次，像疯了一样。我表姐也和我差不多，一直跟我笑笑笑。。。过后我打给婆婆和我的五姨（因为我想要找那个和我同一天生日的双胞胎）。。。“注意”（我还没有吃饭哦！）跟他们谈了好久，直到10.30pm才挂电话。过后我才乖乖的去吃饭。。。（我会这么迟吃饭是因为我的爸爸妈妈没有在家）（爸爸去上课）（妈妈去开会）。。。过后，我看书看到12.30am才睡觉。Lame chop

想念。。。

我今天没去学校。。。。因为。。。
我全身都觉得不舒服。。。
也不知道为什么。。。我今天特别想念我的亲戚。。。
我的朋友们。。。我以前的朋友。。。
我很久没看见的朋友们。。。
我真得很想念你们。。。！！！！
你们有想念我吗？
好想在看见你们。。。和你们一起玩。。。
一起笑。。。一起吃。。。一起做功课。。。
一起考试。。。一起读书。。。
好怀念以前哦！

今天是第一次

今天是我第一次参加今年营会的会议。
我也是第一次担任文书。
好开心。。。也好紧张。。。
君馨、Jonathan、凯伦哥哥、婷婷姐姐还有晓凌导师都有去。
在那里我们讨论很多关于营会的东西。。。
过程中。。。一直笑笑笑。。。
我真的觉得很开心能够参与在其中。。。

好久。。。

好久没有写了。。。
由于之前为了考试而奋斗，所以已经好久没写了。。。
今天是我的小姨和小姨丈结婚注册的大好日子。。。
我非常地开心，因为我非常美丽的小姨嫁了出去。。。。
其实是因为。。。
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明年又有多一封红包了。。。
哈哈哈。。。
我知道我有一点贪心啦！！！
哈哈哈。。。
但这就是我嘛。。。^^

初四...

今天已经是初四了，时间真的是过得很快...
这么快就已经是初四了，还有几天就要上课了。
我在乎的不是开学不开学，
而是开学了我就见不到一些只能在新年见到的人，
我会想念...
期待下一次的新年...
会骂我自己为什么不好好珍惜这个新年...
会痛恨...
会伤心...
所以我会好好珍惜这个新年...
希望我这次不会后悔...

haiz...

虽然要新年了...
真的很开心...
但是想起还是要去学校就觉得很累...
真的很想不用去学校，因为我很累。
由于上个星期六有上学，而且当天还是sukan tara 更是累啊！
那天有四个比赛项目，而且每一项都一定要参加。
hehe...我拿了0%
我真是运动白痴阿！^^

开心...

hehe...
还有几天就是新年了...
真是兴奋...
每当新年才可以见到一年只见几次的亲戚，真得很想念他们。
很期待新年的到来...
很想见到他们...
很珍惜以前和他们在一起的每一次...
希望今年的新年也会成为我美好的回忆...
期待...
期待...

终于......

Hehe......他终于考完试了......这样子当我开msn时，不再是一个人坐在那里发呆，而有一个人在和我聊天多好啊!!!虽然可能他并没有像我一样那么地期待我们每一次的对话。。。
也或许他不曾介意。。。在乎我的存在。。。
但是我都不在乎。。。
因为我只在乎他。。。
想让他知道我一直以来都很在乎他。。。
这样就够了。。。

失望的星期六和日

每逢星期六和日，我就会开msn和某人聊天。
但下个星期他要考试了，也因此他没开电脑，害得我一个人，真是可怜......
原本我很期待星期六日的，但这次我希望快点过去......
到下个星期六日去......
希望他考试成功!!!!!
想要他知道，我会在这里祝福他......

我的感言

虽然我知道这个blog可能只有我一个人在看，但只要我有空我就会写。
我不希望有很多人看，但我还是会写，就当着是是我网上的秘密吧！
当着是我网上的日记呗！
当着是我吐苦水的地方。。。
我开心时，想要与人分享的地方。。。

my 1st blog......

This is my 1st blog in my life...
N now i'm in my new secondary school d computer room...
n is learning to write a blog...
I don't know how to write a blog but i hope i will learn to write the things that in my daily life....
N share some 'happy' things to u all.......
my friend or whoever u r i hope will share v u my 'happy' n 'sad' things...